My friend, Mark Child has a blog and a website on Squarespace and it is awesome and you must go read it.
If you’re feeling a bit off perhaps, his work is probably for you.
If you’d say of yourself that you’re feeling rather fucked or (PG version) f*cked, then for sure his work his for you.
Go forth read and know you are not alone.
May the road rise up to meet you.